What's this crazy thing called crying in front of people?

Yesturday, Was cold. (I know I'm stateing the DUH!) but it was colder then anyday because all I thought about was my beautiful mother and my strong, wonderful grandfather. I try to keep it to myself which I did a very great job at it, thank you very much. Intell I saw yvonne and I over hugged her and she knew right alway that something was worng. She asked me and I told her everything then I started to hold my tears. but they came down. We both cried, that's something that helps me inside. She also told me about her Tia and how she is sick as well and how her mom can't see her because is is sick as well so she can not vist her. (I hope she will get better and live a longer happier life.) So We both cried for both of our families members. And everybody who knows me knows that I DON"T cry in front of anybody, but this time I (we) cried in front of everyone. The only person that saw was Hazel I believe. She waited for me. Hazel was like Ï've never seen you cry."
I asked her "do I look like I've been crying?"
"NO." was her answer while we walked to the art building.
Oh and to top it of I lost/ someone sold my IPod.