Everything is getting better and it feels Perfect

I'm cold because my hair is all wet and doesn't want to dry....
So I went to the doctors were they take blood with needles (a person really to find out how to take blood out without needles) yesterday and I'm so prod of myself because I walked in like if I was happy to be there and when I got in there I did panic, turned pale, and my skin turned cold, plus they had to hold me down..... But I didn't run away like I always do so It's a HUGE step. :D
Another day, just staying home with my beautiful family..... Tomorrow I'm going to go to my Tia's house for Chrismas (She lives very close to us). I wonder what crazy thing are my parents going to give me this year? Even though they are giving me something I feel like I don't need anything because I feel like I have everything a person can want (well most). I have my closest family members that love me (some don't, But I do care because they are the losers and assholes in my life) I have real Friends that love me and care for me, I'm healthy, I'm passing, I have a roof under my head, and my dog Luna, What more can a girl want (Sarah don't answer that). If they do get me something which They have already it's all going to be good as long as they don't waste money on something stupid like my Father always does!!!!
Even though I know I still have lots of problems left, I feel like life is perfect in my own way..